Fenriss (fenriss) wrote,

Not the fun kind of "rut" either.

My beloved fandom girlfriend recently got a job in the LA area doing stuff she loves. She's got no time for goofing off or surfing, and the hours are terribly long. But she gets into projects that are so engaging, she loses track of time. I really, really envy that.

Did two massages back-to-back last night. I remember now that I really enjoy that. If I could get off my butt and go through the tedious, painful process of certification and licensing, I could be out of my current livelihood rut before the end of summer. I really could. I've got the house, the fantastic , supportive husband, and all the stability I need to make a change. What am I afraid of?

Gaaaaaaah! Maybe it's because I have Friday off. I can barely sit still. I've got sewing and crafting and baking to do. I've got gardening to start on, and a whole attic full of boxes to dig through. Good gods, I can hardly think of anything less inspiring to spend my waking hours on than proofreading and making tiny javascript edits.

Will somebody please say something interesting?
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